Nov 20, 2013
there are things i repress, but here i confess i’m scared you’ll die and i won’t know i’ll eventually ask about you, unprepared i’ll hear the news, you weren’t spared i lie impared, i declare, i’ll always love our affai…
Nov 19, 2013
i know you’re scared i know i went there i know it’s not fair feels like i’m in times square no one’s aware and there’s no open air felt like i was walking on air but sitting in an electric chair guess i should prepare …
Nov 19, 2013
have you ever wanted to wake up ugly, be nothing be bloody, live in the country, secluded be chubby and eat when you’re hungry have a pet monkey, be funny and have no money no longer be in the company of puppetry ‘cause…
Nov 19, 2013
met you and your friends in venice, rooftop hotel erwin they looked me up and down, asked my intentions asked a few questions and i stood there, smiling ear to ear nervous, but i was certain, i finally found courage i s…
Nov 18, 2013
blow the smoke in my face, let me taste the rain i love this pain, this day, feeling this way the chain, the restrain, i live in vain everything i do is profane, you can’t constrain i live for the fast lane, this life, …
Nov 18, 2013
i stand in the shower, tears fall, they blend i don’t know, i gave in, but all i knew was you and that was through, i might as well be too drops fall from my face as i try to construe i gaze out the window as i lather s…
Nov 18, 2013
not so glamorous, living so frivolous, it’s hideous the vividness begins to fade yet the day remains these names, they decay, these chains, they hold veins strains, they claim, day after day, these pains you don’t know …
Nov 17, 2013
occasionally crazy, occasionally lost, occasionally moody bipolar to everything, aimlessly looking for a fatality shamelessly and ever so blatantly hoping one day, i’ll faithfully return take a turn, feel no burn, the f…
Nov 17, 2013
play with the gun, why do you shun everyone and everything, where’s the fun why do you always run, what have you done this isn’t enough, i guess you won black swan, come on, why can’t you catch on your spawn, it’ll live…
Nov 17, 2013
there are words on my skin that talk about who i am vivd detail of where i’ve been and when i’ve sinned, a young sin and it hides within eventually i’ll knock it down like they did in berlin i’ll no longer thin, the sou…