midnight cross
a bittersweet reality
have i stood the time of agony
taken a step from the balcony?
i admit, i love
tried to get rid of
did everything i could think of
would blink, see you
grasp my head
back and forth we went
the fourth to dawn
you knew i was drawn
you yawned, played your game
this and to, you were gone
played over death while she held her last breath
stood with your meth
god, i was deaf
played in my head
you lied in my bed
had every last thread
while i lied dead and you lied with some ted
your back, your mind
i just hope you could find
wish i could say i left you behind
but you’re always on my mind
no two are alike
which is why
i hope you find whatever it was
cause i’m not holding regrets
for something which was so perfect